EllenStock

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Amazing ... one hundred and four, 104 people are watching me ...
I think I'd better shoot some photoos then this summer
Anyway ... I would like to say Thanx to every person watching me ..
I'm honored .. Namaste

What I want to know about you ...

It doesn't interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your life's longing.

It doesn't interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon.
I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have been shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.

I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn't interest me if the story you're telling me is true.
I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself, if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray you own soul.

I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore be trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see beauty even when it is not pretty everyday, and if you can source your life from God's presence.

I want to know if you can live with the failure, yours or mine, and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, 'Yes'!

It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done for the children.

It doesn't interest interest me where or what or with whom you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone with yourself, and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.

It doesn't interest me who you are, how you came to be here.

I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.

That, I want to know.

I've made my stock visible again ... not sure why, but I just felt like it.
And ... this is stock ... people can use it .... so therefore it should be visible .. no ?
Aight ... have fun with it again !  
                                          *Ellen*

I've been hiding my gallery in a very easy way ... my.deviantart.com/gallery/stor…

Please have a look at this:  justthorne.deviantart.com/jour… you'll know why.

I urge you to make a stand .. do the same until we as a community get a satisfying answer on everything that's going on.

I just can't trust DA anymore ... my stock account will go to storage as well, although I might submit new work if I feel like it.

I feel almost sick about this, but I might bring it all back if there's a better user agreement.

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PS: Where the hell is that little icon DA onfire ? Am I just dreaming it was here ?
      If not .... why did it had to go ??

"I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand--
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep--while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them within a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?"

Edgar Allen Poe



So ... this is how I feel alot lately !